Me?

30/03/2025

Ever since my childhood, if there was one single thing that I have sincerely, religiously, utterly hated, then that would be introducing myself to people. I just never saw the point of verbal introductions, especially so when someone is forced to introduce themselves. Which was a pretty common occurrence in my case because I have always been a kid with many hobbies. And therefore, many hobby classes.

Even so, here I am.

To begin with, my name is .............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................. * evil laugh *

I'm not dropping my name here yet.

But, fun fact, both my first name and my last name begin with the letter 'S'.

I am from India. I've spent my entire life in the suburbs of the city of Mumbai. My education up till class 10th was in the ICSE board and later HSC. I'm not gonna bore everyone with this 'I am filling a school form' type of info anymore.

I love turtles, cats, and soft, comfy hoodies. On the flip side, I have a deep-rooted hatred for humans (definitely not my social anxiety speaking), pigeons, hens and roosters (though I have no problem eating chicken). I’m an older sister and, according to my mom, the reason behind my family’s happiness and success—which is both flattering and a little unsettling.

I specialize in making jokes no one laughs at, having zero filter at times, and randomly talking nonsense. Coffee or tea? Absolutely necessary for my survival. Also, while I sometimes dream of committing murder or arson, my annoying moral compass won’t let me. So, I guess I’ll just keep fantasizing.

I live with my head in the clouds 24/7. Decision-making? Not my strong suit. But keeping secrets? I’m practically a vault. Trust issues? Oh, definitely.

I adore colorful and shiny things, enjoy collecting random pebbles off the road, and have a strange urge to wander into the ocean despite not knowing how to swim. I prefer night over day but, as a wise person once said, I’m neither a night owl nor a morning bird—I’m just a constantly exhausted pigeon.

Dancing in the rain? Love it. Actually knowing how to dance? Nope. Singing my heart out when I’m sad? Yes. Being good at singing? Unfortunately, no, despite what my father thinks. I enjoy studying, but only until the repetition kills my enthusiasm. I like rainbows but have barely seen any in real life. I like wearing socks, but I hate getting sweaty feet. I despise being told what to do, yet I struggle to do things unless someone tells me to.

Oh, and I can scream really, really loud—but no one knows that.

My skincare routine is nonexistent, I keep forgetting to cut my nails, and while I wish I could make more friends, I also crave my alone time. It is difficult for me to approach people and form a rapport with them which plays a huge part in why I despise group projects and discussions. I might be depressed, socially anxious, and have 20 other undiagnosed issues, but I keep pushing forward because I’m a people-pleaser to my core.

I love snow globes, cardboard boxes (though my mom hates their smell), and food… 

This is making me hungry now. 

I procrastinate like it’s an Olympic sport, and while I don’t like waxing because of the pain, I love how my skin feels afterward. Also, I get infections way too easily for reasons I don’t understand.

Now, onto the fun stuff—I’m obsessed with fictional men, chocolate, flowers, ball gowns, ultramarine blue, fluorescent pink, romantic comedies with the enemies to lovers trope, snow, clouds, beaches, mountains, butterflies, and diatoms. 

I also have reflective eyes, which I consider one of my most interesting traits.

I like frogs, caterpillars, and most reptiles. I don’t curse (Out loud at least haha. Maybe it's an older sibling thing?). 

I want to learn how to drive, bungee jump, and someday have my own library because reading is my ultimate addiction. Novels, poems, webnovels, fanfics, mangas, manhwas—you name it, I devour it. Books let me live and die as someone else, feel emotions I’ve never experienced, and escape the mundane reality of my life. Because let’s be honest—adventure is not a genre in my autobiography.

At the end of the day, I want to do something no one else has ever done. I want to win in life. And if that’s too ambitious? Well, at least let me get a corset, because those are undeniably hot.

CURRENT READ: LOST IN THE CLOUD

PERSONAL RATING: ❤❤❤❤/❤❤❤❤❤

CURRENT FAVORITE SONG: OVERWHELMED BY ROYAL & THE SERPENT